Lying To Forget

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name.

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her it's somehow gone.

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs.

But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath.

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go.


NOTE: It's been so long when i wrote it......after that i left Facebook n it didn't published.

Lonely am I

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways.

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a edge.

Lonely is this room
Lonely is my sentence
So lonely am I that I ask for repentance.

Adhar

Adhar er sathe juddho amar

Adhar er majhe bosobash

Adhar er kache herechi abar

Tai adhar ei sohobash.

Adhar er majhe shupto ami

Adhar er kache prokash

Adhar er majhe thaka amar

Tai adhar ei bisshas.

Adhar er majhe anando amar

Adhar er kache dukkho

Adhar er majhe shanti amar

Tai adhar ei shopno vongo.

Adhar er sathe esechi ami

Adhar er majhe theke

Adhar er kache peye valobasha

Tai adhar ei shopno jattra.

Adhar er sathe juddho alo'r

Adhar er porajoy

Tai ami aj adhar er poth chere

Alo'r poth cholay.

Unfinished 02

Jodi brishti fota choy tomake ei rate
Mone koro mon-e korechi ami abar tomay
Jodi chader alo birokto kore ei rate
Mone koro tobe ajo valobashi ami tomay.

Jodi surjer alo poray tomay ei rodela dine
Mone koro tobe birohe purechi ami tomay
Jodi rater tara ra ajo poth dekhay tomay
Mone koro tobe ajo achi sarati poth tomay.

Binimoy

হেঁটে চলেছি আজও
পথ থেকে পথে
প্রান্তর থেকে প্রান্তরে
মৃতু্ মৃতু্কে সাথী করে

বলে চলেছি আজও

লোক থেকে লোকে

জনপদ থেকে জনপদে

সত্যকে সাথী করে

দিয়ে চলেছি আজও
মানুষ থেকে মানুষে
মনুষত্ত থেকে মনুষত্তে
ভালোবাসাকে সাথী করে

জানি পাব দেখা একদিন
সত্য এবং ভালোবাসার
মৃতুর বিনিময়ে

Bondi

Bondi ami aj o

Sovvotar kache,

Bondi ami aj o

Dhormer majhe.

Bondi ami aj o

Somajer kache,

Bondi ami aj o

Niyom er majhe.

Bondi ami aj o

Shomporker kache,

Bondi ami aj o

Nijer majhe.

Ochena

Sei chena somoy

Sei chena ami

Shudhu tumi ochena.

Sei chena rasta

Sei chena dalan

Shudhu tumi nei sathe.

Sei chena shopno

Sei chena gondho

Shudhu tumi nei pashe.

Sei chena ami o

Kemon jeno ochena

nijer kache.

Biborno

Biborno amar prithibi
Biborno amar akash
Biborno amar valobasha
Biborno amar asa.

Biborno ami
Biborno amar shopno
Biborno amar kaj
Biborno folafol.

Dhushor hote thaka
Tomar sriti o
Milay biborne.

Biborno hote thaka
Sob kisui thake gopone.

Ekanto nijer

Rat jaga pakhi klanto hoy rat seshe
Ami klanto hoi tomar sriti khujte
Rat jaga pakhi fire ase abar rate
Ami o fire ashi tomar khoje

Rat par hoy somoyer palki chore
Amar din jay tomar kotha vebe
Rat ase abar rater somoy
Ami asi abar dukkher feri nie

Jani rat asbe rate
Par hoye jabe somoy
Thakbo ei ami 
Tomay shopno kore

Somoy esheche abar 
Notun kore suru korar
Nijeke nie

Aagrashon

Sritigulo bar bar hatchani dey
Joto jai tar kache
Dhora debona bole jar kach theke 
Palabo bole
Bar bar fire asi tar dake

Jani dukkho pabo tar por o
Bar bar fire asa
Kemon kore ferabo tomay amar nei jana
Se sahos amar nei
Karon ami jani tumi chara
Eto kache amar r kew nei

Sokol dukkho sokol valo laga
Korechi eksathe vagavagi
Jani ami chara tumi
Ebong tumi chara ami
Kew ei purno noi

Karon ami recharge na korle
Tumi ochol
Ebong tumi na cholle 
Ami ochol

Hay re mobile r koto grash korba.....

Last part of Unfinished 01

Dur akaser tarai hobe jodi
Mit mit aloy hatchani keno
Asbe jodi rater adhare
Diner aloy porale keno.

Shopno gulo jodi naiba hobe shotti
Shopno dekhar mane ki bolo
Thakbo jodi ei adhare
Tobe alor pother jattri keno.

Purbo jodi ei onol e 
Shitolotar ki dorkar chilo
Thakbo na jodi ek sathe
Pothcholay hat dhora keno?

Note: This poem is my best one.

Bondhu

Boyosh tokon amader choy ki shath
Sharadin ghuri dujon eksath.
School geleo boshi pasha-pashi
Chute holey tor bari khelte chole ashi.

Ektu jokhon boro hoyechi
Choto choto kosto pete shikechi.
Amar shob kosto tui vagh kore niti
Ami eto boka bole tui heshe utthi.

Aro boro hoye shob bujte shiklam
Bujte shikei jiboner boro vulta korlam.
Bondhu theke shedin toke onno kichu vablam
Shei theke toke e jiboner jonno haralam.

Ekhono hotath hotath amader dekha hoi
Oporichitoder moto Du-ekta kothao hoi.
Jani tor hoito osshoshti lagey
Kichuta hoito lagey amaro.

Ei ochena toke tobu khub chena lagey
Choto belar din gulo khub money pore.
Aj jiboner ordek ta par kore mone hoi
Sudu ami na, tui nijeo boka kom noy.

Amar moner maje ache tor ekti shajano ghor
Toke chini bolei jani tor moneo ache amar ghor.
Ami opekkhai achi aakul hoye shei diner
Jedin dorja khule haat barabi bondhu bole.

Note: This poem iz written by Emdadul Kabir (Rashed) one of ma uni fnd

Unfinished 01

Dur akaser tarai hobe jodi

Mit mit aloy hatchani keno

Asbe jodi rater adhare

Diner aloy porale keno

Note: Eita emon ek jonke dedicate kora jake ami amar life time e bhulbo na

Oppekha

Jodi jantam

Tumi r amar hobo na

Jodi jantam

Tomar sriti amar pichu charbena

Jodi jantam

Tomar shopno tumi e vangbe

Jodi jantam

Tumi amake charbe pother maghe

Jodi jantam 

Tumi amake nishow korbe

Jodi jantam

Tomar jonne ami r valo hobo na

Jodi jantam

Ami amar nijeke harabo

Jodi jantam 

Ami amake dukkho debo

Jodi jantam

Tumi r firbe na

Jodi jantam

Tumi r korbe na amar khoj

Jodi jantam

Kortam na nijeke oporadhi

Hay jodi jantam

Tahole r kortam na tomar jonne 

Oppekha

In Loving Memory

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause youīre always there for me
Youīre always home waiting
And now I come home and I miss your face oh
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh!!

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause youīre always there for me
Youīre always home waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
Feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be with me still

All you did you did with feeling
And you always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will
uuhuuuuuuuuuhhhhh!

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

Note: This is a song of "Alter Bridge"

Shey

Ami mone mone chitkar kore boli
Ekon r tomar kichutei amar kichu jai-ashe na
Ami tomar jonno ekon r vebe mori na.

Tomar smriti ekon r amar pichu nai na
Tomar chobi r moner vitor uki dei na
Tomar deya khoto theke r rokto jhore na.

Ekon ami mukto shadin
Moher jale noy poradin

Aj shobkichu boro rongil lage
Chardiker manush gulo ke boro apon lage
Jibon take boro valo lage.

Bisesh din gulo r money raki na
Tomar kotha r mone pore na
Tomake bola kotha gulo r kane baje na.

Tarporo ghumer ghore othoba obocheton mone
Kar chaya jeno khela kore
Shei chaya take nijer boro apon lage.

Note: This poem iz written by Emdadul Kabir (Rashed) one of my uni fnd

Hariye Jaoa Purano

Ami hete choli prokhor taapey shurzo ke shakki rekhe
Ami hete choli ghovir rate ghumonto pakhi ke na jagiye
Ami hete choli chader aaloy poth dekhe dekhe
Ami hete choli manusher virer maj diye
Ami hete choli asharer thikno borson ke upekka korey
Ami hete choli shoroter neel akasher niche 
Ami hete choli uttor theke dokkhin, pub theke poshchim e 
Ami hete choli shohorer e pranto theke o prante.
Ami hete choli obiram,obiroto vabe.

Ami hati, ami khuji hariye jaoa purano ke.
Sporsho kori purono deyaler khaje jome thaka otit ke.
Dekhi alo-adharir majhe purano chaya ke neche uttey.
Onuvob kori lupto manusher dukkho, shukh ,valobasha ke.

Ami chutey berai khuje pete hariye jaoa purano.
R Tomra bolo ami unmad, ami dhikvranto.

Note: This poem iz written by Emdadul Kabir(Rashed) one of my uni fnd.

Trust

Some trust in love and some trust in hatred
Some trust in fear and some in violence
Some trust in faith and some trust in fortune
Some trust God and some just get away

Some trust in pain and some trust in pleasure

Some trust in union, some in innocence
Some trust in fear and some trust in fortune
Some trust in everyone and some just get away

Some trust in God and some trust in country

Some trust in love and some in violence

Some trust in diamonds, some trust in devils

Some trust fear and some just get away

Highly Intellectual

ashar abege mon apone apona petecho darun dukkho dekhiya dekho na

Loving

I cannot give my Love
Just to one person
I must share with all
And it can be so hard
But I am so much in Love
With the one I met for such a short time
Her long beautiful hair
Those beautiful eyes
And that wonderful smile
Keeps coming back to me
Her innocence, her principle,
She is the most wonderful woman
I have ever met
And I want to give my soul to her
But does she want it
It’s so hard to say
We live few thousands miles apart
But my heart beats faster
At every thought of her
I smell her
I feel her
I see her everywhere I look
Why did she have to go
And leave me in such misery
Or is that what you call Love.

Y O U

I hear the wind
Call my name
The sound that leads me home again
It sparks up the fire
A flame that still burns
To you I will always return
I know the road is long
But where you are is home
Wherever you stay
I'll find the way
I'll run like the river
I'll follow the sun
I'll fly like an eagle
To where I belong
I can't stand the distance
I can't dream alone
I can't wait to see you
Yes, I'm on my way home
Now I know it's true
My every road leads to you
And in the hour of darkness
Your light gets me through
I’ll run like a river
I’ll shine like the sun
I’ll fly like an eagle
You are the one
I've seen every sunset
And with all that I've learned
It's you I will always
Always return.................

My Destiny

In the darkness,
no one can see my tears,
in the darkness,
no one can see my fears,
in the darkness,
there is no one to love me,
in the darkness,
there is only sorrow with me.

To seek and found a reason to be,
to hunt like a hound, my destiny to see.

My only love, once found, now lost,
for my cowardice, that was the cost.

Inside my heart, to pieces, I am shattered,
all those pieces, in darkness, now scattered.

To seek end in the dark,
it is my destiny,
to weep alone in the dark,
it is my destiny,
to die all alone without your love,
it is my destiny.