Lying To Forget

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name.

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her it's somehow gone.

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs.

But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath.

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go.


NOTE: It's been so long when i wrote it......after that i left Facebook n it didn't published.